I am 24% Idiot.

I am not annoying at all. In fact most people come to me for advice. Of course they annoy the hell out of me. But what can I do? I am smarter than most people.

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Good Drugs

so I had a root canal yesterday! And get this the tooth didn't even have a cavity. Strange huh? I feel like a new woman today though, no pain at all! I got a cocktail as the dentist calls it for the pain and anxiety before the procedure, so I took the pills and then after the root canal my friend and neighbor, Carrie came to pick me up (cause I couldn't drive), anyway she took me to Melissa's house and I don't even remember what her house looks like, I know I went but I can't remember it for the life of me. Good Drugs I guess!

Tired of being Tired

I need to gripe a little bit! I am just so sick of feeling the way I feel! I used to be so against people who complained about themselves thinking that why don't they just change it. It is so hard to change! I want to have energy again! I want to feel like I can get up every morning and start the day. And I want to be able to do this everyday! There is no reason on this earth that I can't do more to help myself make this change.

Today I called the YMCA and left a message on some guy's voicemail. I want to talk to him about the affordability of the Y. It is ridiculous. I make too much money to be considered for a break but all of our money is spoken for. So the Y is not affordable to everyone as they would like the community to believe. I am hoping there is a way that they can work with me, and I can go back and work out through the winter. I am so afraid I will end up depressed like I was last winter. Some days I feel myself slipping back into it, and it scares me. I will just have to share this with the guy and maybe he will pity me. I really don't care, I just know I have to do something.

Saturday

Today we went and bought some Halloween decorations from Wal-Mart and Party City. We have these cool window shillouttes that are on the upstairs windows. They look really cool. Our neighbors have them too, but different ones. We bought a skeleton and a spider for outside and some Caution Tape. I love Halloween but JJ said okay lets not go overboard here. Anyway, maybe after Halloween when the stores put everything on sale I will get some more stuff for next year so I can go overboard.

JJ is in the living room putting up our surround sound with our Bose speakers that he found next to a Container at work. One mans trash is another man's treasure. Anyway this is the first time that we will actually have the speakers mounted to the walls and the cables not visible, because when we bought this house, during constuction he came out here and ran the wires for it. I am sure we will have to rent a movie once he is finished, and I am finished working at 7pm tonight.

Almost a month

Wow, I haven't blogged in a while! Well, lets see! Justin is doing so well in school now! I am so proud of him. He has come such a long way since the beginning of school. He is getting green everyday now, and his coloring and cutting is getting to be so good. He loves school and is excited to go almost everyday. He is not excited on days he hasn't gotten enough sleep the night before.

Caleb on the other hand, my smart child who should never bring home bad grades has been slacking off big time. He brought home his first F EVER. I am freaking over it still. He is just being lazy, and so if he wants to be lazy at school then he is gonna pay the consequence at home.

Cameron is a screamer. It drives me insane. I think JJ and I are getting pay back cause we always said we would beat a kid like my nephew who screams all the time. Well of course we dont' beat him, duh! He is spoiled rotten but the screaming better stop. Oh, I hope he grows of that soon.